getting familiar with the new game assignment website, everything still feels like a dream. But seeing this officially makes it real. i’m part of CIS now.

getting familiar with the new game assignment website, everything still feels like a dream. But seeing this officially makes it real. i’m part of CIS now.

maybe i am a terrible person after all. so many things are pointing towards it, I have no reason to believe otherwise. everything makes so much sense now.

Instead of sleeping, I just spent an hour skyping with my brother. I miss having him around. like a lot. He never fails to make me laugh. Well, he never fails to make anyone laugh. He’s the only person in the world who I can be a complete goofball with and not worry about anything else. The only person who makes me feel completely at ease, even when we have our crazy fights.I can’t even explain it. I can’t wait to go back and hopefully spend the whole two months with him.

wow last night. I don’t think I have ever gotten that drunk, nor do I want to ever again. it could be worse though. I could be waking up in a ditch somewhere right now if it weren’t for my friends. Note to self: Stay far away from any kinds of whiskey. It always does this to me without fail. I’ll probably have to give up my search for the beloved Vat 69 then. Don’t think I’ll be drinking for a while after this. gd this hang over.

how the fuck did I manage a B- in organic chemistry? A course that most people fail the first time taking it. And this is me we’re talking about. Someone who gets the shittiest marks in the easiest courses. Exhibit A: Kin 340 must’ve been the easiest course ever and I managed to fuck that up.

But a B- in O-Chem? The prof must’ve marked my exams wrong. That’s the only explanation. Because I walked out of that final knowing I bsed on most of my structures and was convinced that I failed it. I don’t understand.

In other news, I can finally say bye forever to chemistry. I’m all done with your sorry ass. Definitely won’t miss you. 

My nose is like a faucet right now. I’ve been sniffle-y all day out of nowhere but I don’t even think I’m getting a cold. This is strange. Maybe I’m allergic to organic chem ‘cause it’s definitely gotten worse since I started studying. This is not a good time to get sick with the provincials tourney next week.

Speaking of which, I need to freshen up my rule knowledge but I don’t have time since my midterm got pushed forward.
They say this is a tournament that’s either going to make me or break me. I’m praying that it’s not the latter. That’d be rather disappointing.

holy crap, the tournament is in 4 days. four fucking days. asldkfjljk I’m so excited but I’m shitting my pants. Mainly because I’m still in disbelief that I was accepted into this tourney.

Have I sufficiently bored you guys with this rant yet? k, good.

-T.Chang

// I can’t contain my excitement//

I don’t even know if I should be writing this on here but I’m still up at 3am and I’m getting really excited for April all of a sudden.

That’s a lie, I’ve been this excited since making the decision 2 nights ago. I can’t remember when was the last time I’ve been this excited for something. It’s going to happen and it’s going to be amazing. I’m probably getting way over my head right now but I can’t help it. That’s the problem with having a brain that thinks way too much on its own. I’m so excited, I’m almost scared. That’s another lie, I am scared. Scared that this could be the end of the world as we know it. (since the world’s going to implode by our awesomeness put together in one place) I’m doing it because nothing else would’ve made sense.

I’m going to Winnipeg.

I’ve gone through a whole bottle of Benylin All-In-One in 3 days and I’m still coughing like a mofo. At least I’m getting a good work out on my abs with all this coughing?

….I’m so ready for this cold to be over.

// In about 30 minutes, I’ll be 21. //

Twenty-fucking-one years old. Holy shit. It literally feels like just yesterday that I wrote on Tumblr about turning 20. It’s been a year already?!

I had a lengthy conversation with my mom over Skype, and it turned from good to sour so quickly, it was quite upsetting. I’m trying to not let it bother me and all, but I think the fact that it’s my birthday tomorrow, the disappointment just magnifies. Now I wish it wasn’t my birthday at all.

Can I just sleep through it?

-T.Chang

// Funny story from last night at the club://

After checking my friends’ purses, the bouncer ushered me over and was starting to pat me down. Naturally, I obliged but I was wondering why he was doing so since girls never get patted down. Upon realizing that I was actually a girl, the bouncer immediately stopped after practically yelling out an “OH SHIT” and turned away embarrassingly towards his colleagues. I laughed it off and told him not to worry about it.

I guess my haircut is really convincing.

Translation: It’s so rare to finally have all the family together. (Except for Tracy)
Wow….thanks bro. I needed that today.
You guys, I want to go home so badly. I’m so homesick it’s ridiculous. I miss my mom, I miss my dad, I miss my brother. I miss having a proper meal. I miss being around that big family of ours 24/7.
Shit…it’s going to be that kind of day.

Translation: It’s so rare to finally have all the family together. (Except for Tracy)

Wow….thanks bro. I needed that today.

You guys, I want to go home so badly. I’m so homesick it’s ridiculous. I miss my mom, I miss my dad, I miss my brother. I miss having a proper meal. I miss being around that big family of ours 24/7.

Shit…it’s going to be that kind of day.

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